This Won't End Well

A special thank you to NetGalley and Lake Union Publishing for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

Annie Mercer has sworn off people after her boss sabotaged her career and her best friend tried to cure her with crystals. Now Jon, her fiancé, said that he needs space while gallivanting around Paris.

So Annie decides to focus instead on her new cleaning business. But when Harper moves into the house next door, Annie can't help being intrigued by the glamorous, yet fragile, woman and makes it her mission to keep an eye on her. Enter Mo, an amateur detective, that Annie teams up with to keep Harper safe.

After breaking her rule by letting two new people into her life, Jon reappears and wants her to come to France. She has a feeling that letting anyone get to close won't end well and that a second chance may not be worth the risk.

From the onset I was smitten with Annie's biting and sarcastic wit—it is so refreshing to read about an intelligent woman (Annie is a scientist). There are going to be a lot of readers that relate to Annie's wanting to withdraw from people in reaction to being hurt. But what's beautiful about this story is that it reminds us that given the chance, there are people that will surprise you in the best way.

The epistolary narrative style was a good choice because it really highlighted Annie's character. She's quirky, direct, and literal. It also played to her scientific mind, how she approached things, and it was the perfect vehicle to show her growth and self-discovery.

Where Pagán missed the mark is in the actual chemistry—the romantic kind, not the science kind. They relationships just didn't work for me, and neither did the ending. And why the Epilogue? Totally unnecessary. Dare I say that it was also perhaps a little more campy than her other books. That being said, I would still recommend it. Simply put, Camille's writing is engaging. She knows when to inject humour, and when to give in to the emotional aspects of the story.

This Won't End Well was a fun, quick, and overly enjoyable book. 

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CAMILLE PAGÁN is bestselling author of I'm Fine and Neither Are You, and Life and Other Near-Death Experiences, which was recently optioned for film. Her books have been translated into more than a dozen languages. A journalist and former magazine editor, Pagán has written for the New York Times, The Oprah Magazine, Time and many others.

Pagán lives in Ann Arbor, Michigan, with her family.

I'm Fine and Neither Are You by Camille Pagán

A special thank you to NetGalley and Lake Union Publishing for an ARC in exchange for an honest review.

"Close female friendships are built one secret at a time."

Penelope Ruiz-Kai is doing it all—with little to no help from her husband—working, mothering, housekeeping and cooking. Her best friend, Jenny, is one of those women that seems to do it all and makes it look easy. From an outside perspective, it would appear that Jenny is incredibly well-put-together will her Instagram worthy home, adoring husband, well-behaved child, and popular lifestyle blog, whereas Penny's house is always upside-down, her husband is barely working, her children are unruly, and her career is unfulfilling.

When a shocking tragedy pulls back the curtain on Jenny's life and all is not as it appears, Penelope is rocked to the core. She decides that she can no longer keep quiet about the issues that are plaguing her marriage. She and her husband, Sanjay, decide to make a list of changes they want the other person to make and above all, commit to being totally honest with one another.

At first the idea seems to be a good one as it forces the couple to actually talk to one another. But then things take a turn for the worst when secrets are revealed and tensions flare. As Penny struggles with the very real possibility that this could actually end her marriage versus save it, she questions if honesty really is the best policy...

Pagán's novel is an exploration into the intricacies of marriage, and how fragile relationships are. It is a comment on commitment, and how easy it is for women to lose themselves when they become a wife/mother. Balancing a career, family, and marriage is a difficult feat in itself and Penny also has the added stress of an ailing parent and dealing with a monumental tragedy. The story also examines how destructive the lies are that we tell each other and ourselves in order to keep up the facade of happiness, and how facing the truth is never easy, but necessary to save one's self.

The writing was absolutely captivating with Pagán striking the right balance of humour and emotion. There are times when the story is so raw and heartbreaking, and I found the novel completely real and relatable.

Penny was such an interesting character—she is flawed, yet the most enlightened because her perception was challenged as a result of a monumental loss. Jenny was also incredibly relevant because of the digital age we are living in. Many women use social media as the lens to view their lives through which is incredibly damaging to their self worth. It is hard enough being a woman, you don't need to compare yourself with another woman's best versions of themselves—these versions are filtered, edited, and fractured reality.

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CAMILLE PAGÁN is the #1 Amazon Kindle bestselling author of five novels, including Life and Other Near-Death Experiences, which was recently optioned for film. Her books have been translated into more than a dozen languages. A journalist and former magazine editor, Pagán has written for the New York Times, The Oprah Magazine, Time and many others.

Pagán lives in Ann Arbor, Michigan, with her family.